Well this is pain.
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24 minutes agoH-
I’m so sorry
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Toby I can’t even tell you how sorry I am
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23 minutes agoT-
it’s too late now Hannah
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the ink is on your skin
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23 minutes agoH
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Toby
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Please
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please let me make this uo to you
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22 minutes agoT
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Hannah right now I can’t get the image out of my head
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of you suck on another mans penis
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and I don’t think that’s ever going away
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you should’ve been sorry before you did it
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not after
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its too late now
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much too late
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21 minutes agoH
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Toby
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21 minutes agoT
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yes?
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come on make it up to me
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tell me it’s not true
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tell me it’s some sick joke
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20 minutes agoH
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You cannot imagine how much I wish with every single ounce of all that I am that I could go back in time and not do it
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no.
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20 minutes agoT
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then I’m afraid Hannah I have no idea where we go from here
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19 minutes agoH
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will you never be able to be with me again?
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19 minutes agoT
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Hannah even know you never seemed to know it
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which is quite clear
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from the events that took place
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I loved you with every ounce of me
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I gave you everything
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me
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my life
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my trust
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you were my sun
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and Hannah I revolved around you
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and I’m sorry if you didn’t feel that way
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I”m sorry that you felt I treated you like shit
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but honestly
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you didn’t just complete me
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you were me
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everything I did I’d think about you
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you were the crux of my very being
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and tonight you have ripped that out of me
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you’ve stripped the very core of me
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my foundations
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my one and only desperate dream
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my sunshine and everything I ever wanted
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and you turned it into an image
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that made me sick three times
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physically sick
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it’s almost like I’m gagging on his dick
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and I just can’t see a way round that
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I honestly wouldn’t hesitate slitting his throat
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but it wouldn’t achieve anything
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the image would still be there
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15 minutes agoH
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Toby. I didn’t enjoy it.
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15 minutes agoT
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and will be forever
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then why do it
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why would you let his dick pass your lips
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14 minutes agoT
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why would you suck on it and make him hard
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why would you thumb his hard dick inside you
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and grab the bedsheets
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and moan as he drools all over you
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I literally don’t know what to do with myself Hannah
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I can’t replace you
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I don’t want to replace you
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no one could replace you
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but as for my trust in people which was shaky to begin with
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I just don’t know anymore
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and to trust the person who broke me
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the person who gave herself to someone else
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The day we broke up
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11 minutes agoH
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It didn’t happen like that.
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11 minutes agoT
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you’ve ruined everything Hannah
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11 minutes agoH
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I have no idea what to say
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11 minutes agoT
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then I guess this is where the conversation ends
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I want you to make it better
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I want some miraculous solution to present itself
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but it won’t
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10 minutes agoH
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I want to make it better
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10 minutes agoT
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I can’t see a way past this
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HOW?
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how will you get that image out my head
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how…
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how will take it away
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10 minutes agoH
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I dont know
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I have no idea. but I’d wish you would let me try somehow
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9 minutes agoT
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tell me how
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but you still did it
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memory or no memory
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it feels like no amount of time could heal this wound
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8 minutes agoH
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and it feels like none could heal the wound of knowing that you will never be able to forgive me for this and that I can never take it back.
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7 minutes agoT
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how does Dom feel bout the whole thing
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is he telling all the guys at work he scored the mystical Hannah
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7 minutes agoH
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no
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7 minutes agoT
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is he secretly jacking off to your image
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remembering that wonderful night
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7 minutes agoH
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as soon as it happened I asked him not to tell anyone. and he hasn’t.
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6 minutes agoT
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do you think he feels any remorse
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do you think he gives a fuck Hannah
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do you think he cares about you
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YOU DONT FUCK SOMEONE WHO”S JUST BROKEN UP IF YOU CARE ABOUT THEM
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HE”S A FUCKING TWAT CUNT
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he is NOT your friend
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get it into your thick skull
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he just wants to fuck you
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and he got his wish
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and you surround yourself with these people
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and I got scared Hannah
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I told you I was scared
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and it happened
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I asked you about Dom I was worried about him
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and perry would have done the same
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they all would have fucked you
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because your nothing to them
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your just a game
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and they conquered you
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and your left feeling like a worthless rag of meat
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and you thought I made you feel like shit?
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4 minutes agoT
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I’m don’t know what to do Hannah
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I tried to be the best
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I tried to be everything anyone could ever want
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and you didn’t want it
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you’d rather have some back room fuck to make the pain go away
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well fuck knows it didn’t work
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you call up Dom
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you ask him if he actually gave a shit about you
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and your emotions
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you ask him
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You call him up and ask him if he realises what he’s done
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because this right here. This is love
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this is passion
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true passion
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that those ‘men’ can know nothing about
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I’m done.
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flurry of passion over
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I can’t believe you’ve done this
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I thought so much more of you
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but maybe I just saw what I wanted to see
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